Feeling Down

Gosh, I'm really down today. It was really my mistake. I have miss-out a column to sort. What a silly mistake to be done. It's not an excuse to be use as doing the report first time alone. I can't accept it. Everyone is trying to make me feel better. But I just can't really accept that. Hope I can recover this few days.

"Just be careful next time", this is what my finance controller told me. He didn't even scold me. And this make me feel even more uneasy. If he at least speak in a higher tone, I would have felt better. Instead of that, he even "pat" my head like a little girl. Do I really look like a little in everyone's heart?? What should I do to change their thought??

Help!!!....

CPS, try to relax and don't give too much pressure for yourself. At least we found out something new from this mistake. At least we know why the code doesn't appear.

~bad day @ work~

What a bad day today. Things just not going my way. Why it has to be me??? I'm totally burnt out at that moment. What have I done?? The code not appearing, izzit my fault?? Even the consultant still can't solved them. I spent my whole day trying to solve and yet it still can't be resolved. Will have to continue the battle tomorrow. I'm just not in the mood to do other work, but just to look into this problem. If not, the sales people won't be getting their report correct. I'm just tired. Hope SK coming in tomorrow to help us resolve this problem.

Gosh, almost forgot about my session with my FM tomorrow. I still haven't prepare for the session. What should I talk to her?? What's is happening in our department right now?? Everything looks fine, but izzit that good?? In what factor/sector we should improve?? What's my aspiration?? How am I going to answer her?? Well, guess I have to stop here and think of what I should talk to my FM.

Pulau Lang Tengah

This is the latest place that I have just travelled from, Pulau Lang Tengah. This little island is located between Redang and Perhentian. This place is not as happening as Redang or Perhentian. It's more to a quiet place. Maybe it's due the timing that I been there. Here is some of the photo of the island.